Friday, January 6, 2017

Minecraft Creations

So I built these years ago but I was revisiting them today and thought these are so friggin cool and also why did I spend so much time on this.

I spent days upon days building this crazy tree. I love it.
Daylight

Dusk

Night
Along the outside of the trunk is a hidden staircase that can be found at the bottom lefthand root of the tree. It spirals around the outside of the trunk slightly perilously and ends at the top of the trunk where the branches begin.
Inside the trunk

Between the branches
From there you are able to access a hidden pool that leads into the trunk of the tree, and also hidden homes within the lower branches. If you climb further you may come to the town center within the canopy.

The town in the tree

The library

The market

The butchers

The blacksmiths and bakery above

The grocers and the restaurant above
That's it. That's the tree. There's also a staircase that leads to the outside of the leaves where you can get a birds eye view of the rest of the world.

Medieval viking town
 For instance this viking town, complete with  (left to right) a hunters cabin, windmill, barn, lookout tower, a lovely home, library, butchers shop and house, blacksmiths house, a bakery, and town hall. These were all made using Axianerve's tutorials.

Mountainside castle with precarious steps
leading to and from the village below 
Not to mention a castle built into the side of the mountain, fully designed by me and built with the help of my siblings.

Hot air balloon

A hot air balloon made by watching Lezaur's video VERY CLOSELY.

Perhaps my favorite thing, next to my magnificent fairy tree, is the Zen Garden:

Birds eye view
 This piece again was designed by myself (I know I took the pagoda from a picture I saw online but there's only so much you can copy from one picture, and I don't think I used tutorials for the other two buildings, but I could be wrong.) and built with the help of my siblings.
Pagoda
 The pagoda has six tiers, with a dojo at the bottom, next a restaurant, an inn, and a meditation garden with a tree reaching through the next two tiers, and a light beacon at the top.
Bath house

Tea House


Sunday, March 6, 2016

His Grace is Sufficient for Me

Forgiving yourself.
This is a concept I've been struggling with - I want to say lately, but - my whole life.
I don't quite know how to come at it, because the phrase sounds very secular. Never once in the bible does it talk about forgiving yourself. All the articles I can find about have to do with accepting God's forgiveness, but somehow this strikes me as different. I know God forgives me, but I must admit I find it hard to comprehend. If I can't get past my own faults, assuming I am a selfish being by nature (and therefore wish to think highly of myself), how can the God of the universe move past them? This is silly reasoning of course, but that's not really what I want to talk about.
Almost all of my self hatred and regrets in life are relational. My biggest fear in life is misunderstanding. The fear that my actions or words or things left unsaid will have a negative effect. Let me clarify here: I am not so worried about what people think of me based on these misunderstandings (though that is part of it), but more how I may hurt someone. It is impossible for me to know everyone's deepest struggles, and it is impossible for them to fill in my blanks. So we are misunderstood.
I have many philosophies of why I speak first and think later, but the bottom line is I can hurt people with my words. This pierces me deeply. Even since I was small I would lie in bed and cry for my regrets - the people I had unintentionally hurt. Some would argue that this is just guilt, and though it is, I feel it goes deeper than that. I know I am forgiven for the future, but that doesn't change the past. No matter the forgiveness, I have still hurt someone, and that can never be reversed. God has forgiven me, but I am caught in the beleif that is between me and Him, and does not help the person I have wronged. Though deep down I know it can. Even now I often lie awake at night, thinking about this in endless circles until there's tear stains on the pillow case and I still have no answer. Perhaps the thing that plagues me the most is that no matter how hard I try I will do it again. And again. And again. And If forgiveness is repenting of your sins and not continuing to live in your sins then how can I be forgiven? It angers me that my thoughts can't keep up with my mouth. I don't just mean that I speak before I think. It takes me days, even weeks, to come up with a proper answer to the most basic of questions. Obviously, if I waited that long, the people I was speaking to would be long gone. So I speak when I'm spoken to; and then some.
Many times I simply hope that people will understand my good intentions - give me the benefit of the doubt. Because of my insecurities, I often do this for others. Not always, but sometimes. But I have realized this is not the case, and even those I thought knew me don't seem to get it. My own insicurities come in the way of my relationship with them: Do they truly have such a negative image of me? Do they think I am so shallow that I do not to realize the harm I have done? That is perhaps the worst part.
The worst image I could think of is someone who doesn't care for other people. Problem is, I suppose I care too much, or perhaps in the wrong way. But who is able to see this in a person, much less in a person like me? My self hatred comes into play yet again. It is arguable that I care too much about other people's opinion, and I should care more about Gods opinion. This is true. Completely and entirely true. But as a Christian, I am called to love. How can the people surrounding me feel Gods love in me if all I do is hurt them? I often feel that they cannot.
In our society today, a popular viewpoint is to look after yourself. You shouldn't care what people think of you, and besides they probably didn't even notice or care, and they should 'just get over it!' These are common phrases. Many times I am tempted to take this view point, in order to console myself. 'I'm probably making it a bigger deal than it actually is.' But I've learned that the smallest thing can hurt someone deeply. How can we expect them to simply brush it off? How is that love?
I don't know if I'll ever find the answer. Sometimes I wonder if I know it already. I suppose some of this is tied in my struggle with my own unworthiness before God. But is forgiving yourself a part of faith? The idea sounds so self-righteous to me. Who are we, of all people, to judge ourselves?

After re reading this several times, I have come to see the fault of this thinking. Somehow in the midst of it all I have become so caught up in my own insecurities that it is no longer about the person I have wronged, but about me.  I feel so terrible.  I am a pitiful human being. In the end I am being eaten up by guilt so much it has brought me further from the truth. And all for nothing. What is in the past is in the past. I must humble myself and ask for fogiveness, both from God, and from the people I have wronged. Dwelling in the past is only wallowing in misery. In this way the devil keeps me from moving on into a brighter future. The only thing that matters is God's forgiveness for me. It has wiped away all my sins.

“For as the heavens are high above the earth, so great is His mercy toward those who fear Him; as far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us.” ~Psalm 103:11-12

Saturday, February 13, 2016

Found some pretty sweet tunes by 'Jer & Brie' recently.

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Saturday, December 12, 2015

God Wants Me as I Am

Around last June, a distant cousin of mine shared his testimony after a missionary trip to Africa. Now, I don't want to misquote him, but he said something like how his mentors always told him to strive to be a better person, but he began to realize he was trying too hard to be someone else - a person others thought he was meant to be - when God had called him only to be himself.

I didn't even realize that I was struggling with the same thing until he said it. I cried with relief that night. Stress had been bringing me down. Every day I would say 'today I will be a better person,' but then something completely out of my control would happen, and I would guilt myself, saying tomorrow I would be better. Just a state of perpetual guilt. This revelation stopped that.

God made me who I am for a reason. I can't keep looking around and comparing myself, trying to be someone I'm not. Yes, people can change, and we should all strive to be better, to be like Jesus, but we can't lose sight of who we are in the process. It becomes an endless cycle of us trying to be different. Trying, only to fail. I compared myself to the people around me, the messages saying that I wasn't trying hard enough, that I could be better, but at the end of the day I was exhausted and it still wasn't enough. I felt like I was failing my purpose. But I think I was looking for God's purpose for me in all the wrong places. When people asked me to do things I felt I couldn't do, it sent me on a guilt trip. For all I thought I knew, I was avoiding my calling. Was this God prompting me? Yet I chose to ignore it? Many thought my excuse of being busy wasn't good enough. Everyone is busy. But I didn't even have time for the things I thought mattered most: family, friends, and church. What I needed to realize is that not everything thrown my way is my calling. Just because I felt guilt doesn't mean I'd done something wrong. God has a special purpose for me, and this might be it. Or it may not be. I was so caught up in this guilt that I forgot that Jesus loves me for who I am now, not who I keep promising I will be. I have a different calling. It is unlike the callings of the people around me, or their expectations of me. Sure God can move mountains, and he can surely do great things through me. But that does not mean I have been called to move mountains. God has something in store for me and he'll use me just the way I am.

"Then Jesus said, 'come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.'"
Matthew 11:28-30

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Cracker Run

This is a game my friend and I made up, on a hot summer day with nothing to do.

Players: 2 - 200

You will need:

Per person/team:
- 2 chairs
- 1 sheet
- 1 rubber band/clothes pin

- jump ropes/string/pylons/tape/etc.

- 1 sock/handkerchief each

- variety of balls

- many small items/snacks

Set up:

Each person/team sets up their fort with two chairs, backs facing and several feet apart, with a sheet draped over top.








At one corner, a rubber band/clothes pin is used to keep the sheet in place.







Use the jump ropes/string/pylons/tape/etc. to divide the game space in to two parts, the war zone – which includes the forts – and the cracker run zone, at the furthest point of which lies the small items/snacks (in our case, we used crackers).

The balls are divided equally among the forts. Each player has a protruding sock/handkerchief in their pocket or waistband.

How To Play:

The goal of this game is to get as many points as possible. As stated previously, there are two parts to this game: the ‘war zone,’ and the ‘cracker run zone’ (which, if you’re not using crackers can be called the point zone).

War Zone:

Smaller balls are generally used to hit other players (10 points) and larger balls are super effective for taking down the opponents fort (5 points), though they can both do either. These balls can only be thrown from the fort. Players can hit opponents retrieving balls. Only one ball can be retrieved at a time, and once returned to the fort, can be thrown. In order for a player to be hit, the ball must hit them directly, not through the fort or bouncing. A player in the Cracker Run Zone can not be hit by balls.
A fort is considered demolished as soon as the rubber band/clothes pin comes off. It must then immediately be repaired before anything is thrown from said fort, and before taking to the Cracker Run Zone.

Cracker Run Zone (Point Zone):

Players run through this zone to retrieve the small items/snacks (10 points). As soon as a player crosses the jump rope/string/pylon/tape/etc. line, they can not be hit by balls. In order to stop the opponent from gaining these points, they must try to take the sock/handkerchief from the other’s pocket/waistband. Once a sock/handkerchief is lost, that person must then retrieve it, returning to his/her fort without the small item/snack.
As soon as the runner crosses the line back into the war zone with a small item/snack, that point is theirs and cannot be taken away. However, they are open to fire.

Points:
Broken fort: 5 points
Hit person: 10 points
Small item/snack: 10 points

At the end of the game, points are tallied up, and the person/team with the most, wins!

Add a twist:

- On a hot summer day, runners have to run through a sprinkler to get to the point pile.

- snacks/candy can be used as points, and each team gets to eat their points at the end of the game.

- for a harder game, cracker run points can be stolen, or a jailing system can be added.

(Disclaimer: I do not own the pictures used. They belong to their respective owners.)

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

Twenty One Pilots 'Stressed Out' Handshake

My friend and I have recently come to like listening to Twenty One Pilots, and in their music video for their song 'Stressed Out,' the two band members meet up with a handshake. A surprisingly long and complicated handshake. Of course, we had to try it.

We found that there weren't many good tutorials out there, mostly just people's recreations, and slowed down videos. We managed, but I thought it might be cool if I illustrated a step by stepp.

So here it is:

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Viola! The illustrations are rather crude, but I wanted it to be quick, easy, and simple.

In the top corners of each step there is the number of the step, and whether you will be using your right hand (R.H.) or your left hand (L.H.).

Let's begin!
You will need:

  • a friend / enemy / sister / brother / significant other / fellow fan / cat / dog / lamp
  • yourself
Here's how to do it:
  1. Clap R.H.s together, passing...
  2. and returning with backhand contact,
  3. Passing again, clap R.H.s twice.
  4. Fist bump twice.
  5. (This part gets tricky!) Opening you fist with you and your partner's palms facing outward, hook thumbs. 
  6. With thumbs still touching, twist to palms, one going over, the other going under.
  7. Grasp the other's hand.
  8. Here's where the L.H. comes in. Clap each others R.H.s (pictured next), then above, below...
  9. and each other's R.H.s once again.
  10. Twist you R.H.s to grasp each other's pinkie with your own. Shake up and down twice, then release on the second descent.
  11. Grasp each other's L.H.s.
  12. Above your L.H.s, clap your R.H.s twice,
  13. Tap each other's left elbows.
  14. Tap your own left elbow.
  15. Switch from grasping L.H.s to grasping one another's R.H.s.
  16. Hug each other with L.H.s.
  17. Snap with your L.H. as you pull away.
Let me know what you think!

#twentyonepilots #handshake #tutorial #how-to #step-by-step

Monday, March 30, 2015

12 Books I am Planning to Read in 2015


I found a reading challenge that looks like fun and I love these sorts of things so I am going to try it. The challenge is below and this is my list:

A book you've meaning to read: 'The Book Thief' by Markus Zusak

✔︎ A book published this year: 'All Fall Down' by Ally Carter

A book in a genre you don't typically read: 'Surprised by Joy' by C.S. Lewis
I don't usually read non-fiction, but this one is at the top of my reading list.

A book from your childhood: Ooh... hard choice. Probably 'The Horse and His Boy' by C.S. Lewis.
This was one of my favorites of the Narnia series and I've been dying to re-read it.

A book your mom loves: 'The Screwtape Letters' by C.S. Lewis

✔︎ A book that was originally written in a different language: 'The Elegance of the Hedgehog' by Muriel Barbery
This was originally published in French.

✔︎ A book ‘everyone’ has read but you: 'The Maze Runner' by James Dashner

A book you chose because of the cover: 'The End of Your Life Book Club' by Will Schwalbe.
Not so much the cover, but the title intrigued me. But then the title makes up most of the cover, so...

✔︎ A book by a favourite author: 'Fire and Hemlock' by Diana Wynne Jones

✔︎ A book recommended by someone with great taste: 'The Giver' by Lois Lowry.
Recommended to my several times by my best friend.

✔︎ A book you should have read in high school: Still technically in high school, but I'd have to say 'Emma' by Jane Austen.

✔︎ A book that’s currently on the bestseller list: 'Allegiant' by Veronica Roth

Sunday, December 7, 2014

I Stand Here

I stand here against the frozen trunk of a maple, and what you asked me stirs the dust of unwelcome memories from the attic of my mind.
“I wish you would come in to see your sister. She needs you. I’m sure if you came to visit, her health would improve. She’s not doing well, and we fear the worst. ”
“She needs you.”… Even if I came, what good would it do? I am not even her mother, only a distracted sister who was never there when it counted, and you think my presence will make her feel better? After all I have and haven’t done?
And when there is time to stop, to consider, to speak, what will I say? I will have nothing within myself to change the events or soften the blow or take away some of the pain. I will become engulfed with all I did or did not do with what should have been and what could not have been helped. I will be helpless.
She was a beautiful human being. She loved anything that lived, that moved, that breathed. She was light. She laughed and loved to make people laugh. She would run around the house as fast as her legs would carry her, singing on top of her lungs the song she had composed with silly lyrics to go with a foolish dance she dreamt up. She lived to feel—to feel joy, to feel sadness, to feel love.
I needed her. As a teenager going through difficult transitions, I needed all the joy and love I could get. I had only one friend—you—and even you did not understand my pain at that time, though you tried. She would wake me up in the morning, dragging me out of bed with just her shining words and contagious grin.
Why do I put that first? I do not even know if it matters, or if it explains anything.
The biting November breeze sweeps through the knitting of my sweater and I shiver as the wind’s icy fingers run through my tangled hair. You stand near me, supporting me with your presence and rare solemnity. There is no more questioning, only silence and patience, waiting for an answer.
She was perfect. As she grew older this didn’t change. Her features were like our parents: round, soft, blonde and pale. She was most beautiful in the mornings, when she looked like our mother, especially when she wore dad’s old, grey sweater. She seemed as a sleepy forest spirit. Misty and distant. These were some of the only moments she was calm and silent. Every other occasion she was loud, friendly to everyone and oh so exciting. By elementary school she had countless friends. They called at every opportunity, asking for play dates and movie nights and sleep overs. “Mimosa is a model student.” Her teachers used to brag. “She has perfect attendance, straight A’s and she participates exceptionally in class.”
I was a failure. I looked nothing like my parents, with dark hair and sharp features. When I got up in the mornings I was like a bear after a long cold winter of hibernation—angry and unapproachable. I had no friends besides you. We made an odd pair, and though they may never admit it, even my parents worried about me. “If only she was more like her little sister.” I heard people say, when they thought I couldn’t hear. “She just doesn’t try.” That was a lie. I tried. I tried very hard but I could never compare to Mimm.
My sister was everything I wasn’t. Smart and funny and friendly, and I could never compare. I was jealous—I see that now—but at the time too proud to admit it. Outdone by my own little sister.
The tree trunk feels like iron as it digs into my spine. I watch numbly as a leaf flutters helplessly to the ground. Our breath clouds, filling the silence. You wait for me. I'm not ready yet. I don't know if I ever will be. And when I am, will it be too late again?
Then suddenly her closest friends moved away or moved on or they argued and she was alone, just a year ago.
I had just turned sixteen when you introduced me to Marth and Violet and Zagum. We five became close friends and all of a sudden I had something she didn’t. I’ll never understand why she still looked up to me, why she followed me around, why she begged to come along. There wasn’t much to admire. I left her behind. When we began our trip up North she asked to come along, but I saw this only as her way of stealing the few friends I had. I told her to find her own friends.
"I don't have any."
"Then go do what you're good at: make more."
So she did. She found a group. A new group. An exciting group. A reckless group.
When we returned, I knew what she had done, and I knew the danger but I didn't stop her. The alternate option was out of the question. I was too selfish, unwilling to share what little I had.
I didn't tell my mum. I told myself she was too busy, too stressed with her new job, trying to support us when money was low and dad had no work, but really it was because I knew what she would have said. I couldn't stand to hear it. It was the same thing that the little voice inside my head was telling me, over and over and over. By the time our mum realized something was wrong, it was already too late. Mimm had taken the dare. That stupid, horrible dare. I know why she did it. In the way I admire you, she admired them. If we are similar in only one way than it is by this: the humanly desire to please.
Then all of a sudden the shining, bouncing girl was lying on her back in a shadowed room, where instead of music there was the monotonous beating of her heart. I feared it would slow. I feared it would stop.
I feared I would be the one to make it stop.
I will never come in to say: She was my favourite. She was light and love and air. I needed her and she was there. She was perfect. I was not. She had everything she wanted and I was jealous. Then her friends left her. She needed me but I wasn't there. When told to find her own way she did it in the only way she could. She joined daredevils and idiots because the rush of adrenaline made her feel. I stood and watched, unwilling to make sacrifices to save my own sister. We hid the facts from our mother, so she mustn't be blamed. There was a dare. A dreadfully stupid dare and she took it because she felt she had no other choice. There was a choice. There was a simple choice between black and white and I chose the wrong one. It's too late to turn back now.
The maple's branches sway back and forth, send leaves fluttering, tossed and turned by the wind, then resting in the grass to be covered in snow. She and I are like that leaf, waiting in the cold, wondering if spring will come before it's too late.

~*~

This is a narrative writing exercise I had to do for my English class, Modelling Tillie Olsen's "I Stand Here Ironing," as well as my 'Howl of the Silver Moon' characters. I must admit I'm rather proud of this piece, especially since I got a mark of 100%. I want to thank my friends for helping me while writing, with your critiques and suggestions. ;) Lemme know what you think!

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Ode to One Fine Dinner (Poem)

Okay so as you know I suck at poetry, but I love it so I try anyway. I also had to do a poetry unit for school and I had no idea what to write so I just took a bit from a poetry inspiration website and a bit from my own experiences and ended up writing probably the best poem I have ever written in my entire life. It's still horribly imperfect, I practically took a butcher knife to grammar, and there are structure holes everywhere, but here it is:


Ode to One Fine Dinner

Eskimos dwell in the frigid north
Said the lasagna, come steaming forth:
“Together we live in ice and storm
Let me keep you sheltered and warm.”

Asked the eskimo: “Are you quite sure?”
Nodding, the pasta did reassure:
“Snug and toasty, my dear eskimo,
Tucked tight between fine oregano.”

The eskimo then donned, like a coat,
The lasagna, which soothed his sore throat
But when he became hungry, he then
Couldn’t help it—he ate up his friend

Now the eskimo, cold and alone,
Stands in alaska: frozen like stone
While high above in meaty sauce cloud
Lasagna dances and sings aloud.

- Inspired by my father, who said the other night as we all burnt our tongues: "Eskimos should wear lasagna."

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Oblivion (Here We Are)

For English 11 I had to write an original short story, once again, much like the time not long ago when I wrote Starlighter. However, this story is much, much longer and it took much, much longer than just a few hours to write.
I had a mighty amount of trouble (first of all) deciding what I was going to write. I had zero (Nothing, nada, zilch.) ideas that were either worth writing or held some sort of plot. "I know!" I thought to myself. "I'll just continue one of the stories I've already started writing. That'll be easy!" So I set to it.
First I tried continuing Mint and Zoey, which ended with me simply changing a few words here and there and editing and more editing and really not furthering the story a single sentence.
The I tried Ivy and Thornfinger. How wonderful! I thought. Such a lovely pair will surely be easier to continue. I actually got much further than before, until I met with a plot hole the size of a bottomless chasm and was forced to an abrupt halt.
What now? I had wasted time doing useless work and creating book covers for said work. Hurrah.
Last one. Forgotten. I finally had a short story with a definite ending (though I can't promise you it's a cheerful one.) that I would actually be able to write with some accuracy. I spent many days continuing it, renamed it somewhere along the way, and finished it not long ago.
Here We Are.
Finally.
Now go read it and tell me what you think.

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

"I want to see everything now."

And today I took one step further down that railroad tack of life. I had to do an art project for school and I've always wanted to do a sort of digital collage so for this assignment I had to do some form of art related to the book study I'm doing on 'Fahrenheit 451.' (It's a great, classic, thought-provoking short read. I highly recommend it.) So I kind of wanted to do a digital mash up for one of the scenes from the book and add a little quote and keep in mind this is the first time I've really done something like this so I just picked out a couple images:




And just sort of mushed them together the best I could using Pixlr Express, touched it up a bit, added tons of layers and filters and adjusted the lighting, etc. etc. I think it took me a little over an hour. And in the end I came up with this:


Now for a suitable quote:



I selected this quote from pages 161-162:
"Montag looked at the river. We'll go on the river. He looked at the old railroad tracks. Or we'll go that way. Or we'll walk on the highways now, and we'll have time to put things into ourselves. And someday, after it sets in us a long time, it'll come out our hands and our mouths. And a lot of it will be wrong, but just enough of it will be right. We'll just start walking today and see the world and the way the world walks around and talks, the way it really looks. I want to see everything now. And while none of it will be me when it goes in, after a while it'll all gather together inside and it'll be me. Look at the world out there, my God, my God, look at it out there, outside me, out there beyond my face and the only way to really touch it is to put it where it's finally me, where it's in the blood, where it pumps around a thousand times ten thousand a day. I get hold of it so it'll never run off. I'll hold onto the world tight someday. I've got one finger on it now; that's a beginning."


Monday, September 1, 2014

Post 265 - In Which I Tell You Of Yet Another Bridie's Domain Update

You get the idea. Part 12 - In Which Bridie Keeps Her Friends Close And Her Enemies Closer is up for the reading.

On a small tangent: If anyone has noticed my incorrect title capitalization, I do it entirely on purpose. I don't know why. I just like the way it looks. And I've started like that so I intend to continue like that.

Anyway. Go read.

Saturday, August 30, 2014

I call it 'Floating Sound Garden.'

Don't ask. I don't know. I also feel that this is to impressive a title for a rough little doodle like this:


Perhaps one day I shall recreate it and it will be worthy of its title.
Until then... doodle onward! *brandishes lance and rides off into the sunset on a turtle*

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

This is where I'd put my clever title if I had one.

Don't you love those little moments of inspiration, little moments of genius, that happen once every rare blue moon? And then they're nearly gone, and you're once again back to your old boring unclever self.

I had a bit of character inspiration while writing Part 12 of Bridie's domain - a perfect phrase, just for her, describing her relationship with Basil. It's a bit of a spoiler I guess, cause she hasn't said it quite yet, but I just had to whip out pixlr and make it something pinnable for my Bridie's Domain board, so I wouldn't forget it.


I don't even know, make what you like, I think it's perfect, and now I couldn't even think of a clever title so it just goes to show...

Sunday, August 10, 2014

le Art Dump


Guess I'll just put these here:
Just a little
experiment
with a new
style
I love this sort of Disneyish style but I always forget about it and go back to my default style.

These are some characters for a story me and The Samster
are trying to write together.
Mostly just wanted proper faces. Please excuse Summer's awful proportions. I was too lazy to redraw her.
This is supposed to be the characters from
Diana Wynne Jone's last novel:
The Islands of Chaldea.
Or at least, how I imagined them to be.
The Islands of Chaldea was such a good book. I couldn't even tell where Diana left of and her sister began. The characters were perfect and I loved Plug-Ugly.

Angel. Copied from book 7 of the Maximum Ride manga.
It's been a while since I last picked up my pencil and drew something I'm genuinely proud of. This one felt good to draw.

White Crayola pencil crayon
on black construction paper.
I've always wanted to draw white on black, but I just never properly did until now. It was so much fun. This was based off Aslan off the cover of a Chronicles of Narnia collection. I like it so much I think I might frame it.
Angel from Maximum Ride manga #7.
This was so much fun to draw. It was something new and challenging, yet it turned out amazing and brought back the feeling I get each time I draw MR fanart.

Gasman, from the cover of MR #5.
Once I finished the sketch of this one, I hated it. It was awful, plain, and a waste of good paper. Then i took my finger and started smudging. And smudging. And lo and behold this emerged and now I love it.

So yup same old same old I'm not going to bore you with an update. Go read Bridie's Domain, etc. etc.

Monday, June 30, 2014

School's out! Let's scream and shout!

Sorry. Random High School Musical tangent there.
I'm done.
Moving on.

Um, so yeah school's over, so that means I have more time for writing. More time for writing means 'Part 11 - In Which Bridie Eats Ice Cream' of Bridie's Mansion is up for you to read here. Y'all enjoy. Part 12 should be up next soon.
I tend to find that my titles for each part are often moved ahead a couple posts because I find great things to squeeze in between and by the time I get to what i actually was going to use the title for, my word count is so high I think I should start another post. Ah well. More is less. ...wait.

Now, sadly school won't be over for long, but that doesn't mean less writing in this case no, it might even mean more because I'm taking English 11 online over the summer and I'm gonna see if I can't use One Year Adventure Novel as my course, which means I can finally finish the long awaited Howl of the Silver Moon. Ack yup dying at the thought of it.
This is the moment that I realized that my teacher would be reading my writing. Ack. That's awkward. This story is actually kind of a private thing that I love and wish too keep away from the prying eyes of adults who like to read into non-existent things. In other words I hate to be judged. I'd hate to be judged based on my writing, by adults, especially considering HotSM is supposed to be a very dark and depressing book. At least, in my mind. Perhaps not so on paper but I'm working on it.
No matter. I will hopefully never meet my teach in real life.
This I say, knowing that I'm doing my course with a school with which I will, very likely, one day, briefly, meet my teacher. I try not to think of this.

Ah. So. Yeah. Summer. Yay. Finally. About time. Yes. So. Ah.

I forgot to have breakfast this morning. To busy writing. It is currently 11:45. If I had breakfast now it would be an early lunch. Brunch I guess. And then where would lunch be? Lunner? Dinch? These are trying times indeed.

Friday, May 30, 2014

Starlighter


Just a little school project I had to do for a short story unit. Enjoy. Took me a couple hours. It was inspired by Bryan Davis's book of the same name.


Starlighter

“Stay alert, stay close, stay safe.”
Sorrel and her little brother ran through the crowded streets of Erif Drazil, fighting their way through the throng of people and dragons.
Erif Drazil was the capital of D’nal Nogard, a world where dragons ruled and humans were their slaves. There were very few free humans at this time, as most were kept under dragon houses, serving the family of dragons living there in return for food and shelter.
“Will they catch us, Sorrel?” The little boy asked, gripping his sister’s hand in his and a loaf of bread in the other.
“Not if I can help it.” Sorrel huffed, pulling her brother along as fast as their legs would carry them. “But if they do, Kale, stay alert, but stay quiet and leave the the talking to me.”
“Stop them! Thieves!” Came the cry again from behind them.
Glancing back, she saw that they had nearly lost the fat baker that gave pursuit. She laughed as his fuming face was swallowed up in the throng. Then she bumped into something hard and the two were thrown to the ground.
“Watch where you’re going, slaves.” A dragon’s gravely voice said from high above. His sharp face came down to meet hers. “If you don’t start paying mind to your lords.” He flashed white teeth.
“Sorry, sir!” She gasped, picking her and Kale up and rushing on, under the dragon’s scaly body. 
“Stop!” A humongous tail crashed to the road, blocking their path and sending them both to the ground again. “I don’t think you realize who you’re talking too.” A growl began rising in the dragon’s throat, sending hot air into Sorrel’s face and ruffling her thin dress.
“No sir. Sorry sir.” She tried once again to push past the dragon, but his growl rose and she had to stay rooted in place.
“I am Rimidalv Ironscale, captain of the guard and King Eilrach’s head advisor.” He ground out every word, fixing an angry eye on the two grubby children.
Sorrel opened her mouth to speak: “I--”
“Gotchya!” A heavy hand clamped down on her shoulder and she screamed in surprise. “Got ya, ya dingy beggar!” The baker’s round face leered over her, furiously red and gasping like a landed trout. “You wont be stealing my bread again, ya wont, not when me’s finished with ya.”
“Let me go!” Sorrel screamed, struggling under the man’s iron grip. “We didn’t steal a thing from you!”
“Sure ya did, yer little blighter pinched a loaf while ya accidentally knocked over a shelf a  fresh pasties.”
“We have no bread!” She insisted, trying to separate herself from the man. Kale peaked  big blue eyes from under an over sized hat, splaying out his empty arms.
“Enough.” Bellowed Rimidalv, who had been listening, the whole time breathing hot air down Sorrel’s neck.
The baker seemed to suddenly notice the dragon and dropped the girls arm hurriedly, fumbling to remove his hat and shrinking into his boots. Which, Sorrel noted, where so small that the man’s round ankles hung out of them. The baker bowed his bald head low, wringing his hat.
The dragon frowned. “You are a baker.” It was more of a statement than a question. “What did they take from you?”
“Two loaves of bread.”
Rimidalv swung his head around to the children, locking a deadly stare upon them. “Is this true?”
Dare she lie to a dragon, much less one so high a position as this?
“No sir.” Sorrel shook her head furiously, as did Kale, which sent his hat flying off his head, revealing the bread hidden there.
Sorrel could have screamed, or maybe cried.
The dragon only repeated the question more firmly, more angrily, less patience. “Is this true?”
She swallowed hard and nodded miserably. Her voice was barely audible. “Yes sir.”
Rimidalv turned to Leaf. I will notify their master and have them disposed of.”
Kale’s eyes grew wide and he clutched his sister’s hand. She looked down at him sadly then at the people around them. They avoided her gaze and hurried on, pretending they had heard and seen nothing. Tugging at her thin dress, her brother whispered: “Please, Sorrel, tell a story.”
“Let’s go, slaves.” The dragon ordered, claws sweeping towards them.
“No!” Sorrel pleaded. “Please, let me explain. You can’t take us away, you can’t.”
The dragon’s large head swooped down to her angrily. “And why not, pray?”
She had to look at her feet in order to regain some bravery. “Because… our mother you see. She needs us.”
Rimidalv’s frown only thinned impatiently so she hurried on.
“She needs us, you see.” Dropping Kale’s hand she stepped toward the great dragon hands outspread, empty.
“Kale does not remember, he was too young, but I do. We once had a father.” Sorrel raised he hands above her head. As she spoke, her tale became vivid and the scenes seemed to appear around her. “He was tall and handsome, working hard all day so mother could stay with us. He loved us, you see, and we loved him too.” 
Next to the girl could almost be seen a young man, kind eyes, weathered face, coming to his family with open arms. A wide smile was spread across his face. “But one day a man came home to us. It was not father. He had come to say that father had died in an accident.” Sorrel closed her eyes painfully. A darkness hung in the air, sad and empty. A single tear ran down her’s cheek as she continued. “Mother cried and cried. Father never came home to us. We didn’t know what to do.”
Like a misty vision, a young woman held a little boy, kissing the top of his red head as he cried, litter girl clinging to her skirts. Her blue eyes were filled with anxiety.
“Mother went to work in place of father. She would come home exhausted, and I would hear her crying at night as I lay in bed. She cried for father, for us.” The girl placed folded hands against her wet cheek. “Then one day mother became sick, and unable to work. She lays in bed, even now, so ill she can not sit up.” Sorrel took her place beside her brother, tearstained face smiling weakly down at him. “I took mothers place at work, striving hard so that we may survive. Without us, she will perish.” The trance faded, leaving a lingering feeling of sorrow.
Blubbering, the baker had tears running down his fat face.
The dragon only blinked, but Sorrel knew that he too had been moved. Then he shook his head, as though clearing a fog. “Go home. Take the bread.”
“Oh thank you sir, you have no idea how grateful-”
“Now. Before I change my mind.”
Sorrel closed her lips tightly. Kale picked up the fallen loaf and followed his sister, but they had not gotten far with Rimidalv called after them. “Girl!”
She glanced back warily. “Yes sir?”
His sharp eyes bore into her. “What is your name?”
Gulping down the urge to flee, she said: “Sorrel, sir. Sorrel Leaf.”
“And your master?”
“Salis Redwing.”
Rimidalv nodded, spread his wings and took to the cloudy dark sky.
Sorrel squeezed her brothers hand and they hurried off, back to their home.

Closing the door carefully so it didn’t creak, Sorrel and Kale tiptoed into the servant’s house. Their bare feet pattered quietly on the cold stone floor. Voices echoes off the tall ceilings, coming from the kitchen down the dark hall.
“Salis is in an uproar again… try not to bother… nearly killed him…”
The two children passed the open door way, stepping into the light that streamed into the hall and back into the shadows.
The chatter halted abruptly. “Was that you, Sorrel?”
Freezing in place, Sorrel answered: “Yes, Mrs. Stem?”
“Salis wanted to see you for something. He said to see him right away.”
Salis? Why would Salis want to see her? Had he found out about something she had done?
“Okay Mrs. Stem, I’ll go to him once I see mother.” She said, trying to keep her voice steady.
Mrs. Stem sighed. “Alright dear. And Sorrel?”
“Yes?”
“Good luck.”
Ushering Kale down the hall at a fast pace, Sorrel whispered to him harshly. “Don’t mention this to mother. She must not know what is going on. You stay here with her while I go see Salis. And take that bread out of your hat.”
They made there way to the servant quarters and up to their mother’s bed, close to the fire. Mrs. Leaf lay covered in as many extra sheets as could be found, but she still shivered, even next to the fire. Her tired eyes opened as soon as they entered the room.
Kale slipped a hand under her covers, searching for a hand to hold. Hers met his and gave it a weak squeeze. “Hallo, mum.” He said, giving a weak smile.
“Hallo darling.” Mrs. Leaf’s lips lifted at the corners. Her voice was loving, small, and frail. “How was your day?”
He sat down on the floor, still grasping her hand. “It was… interesting.”
“Was it? How so?”
Sorrel cleared her throat. “Kale, will you go grab a spoon from the kitchen? And whatever else you can find.”
He reluctantly got up, letting his mother’s had slip from his, and went out the door.
Next to the bed lay a cup of water for Mrs. Leaf. It was empty so Sorrel took and began to fill it with water from the kettle over the fire.
“Do you have something to tell me?”
Sorrel jumped. She had not expected Mrs. Leaf to speak. Somehow she always knew when her children had done something they maybe shouldn’t have.
Sorrel unhooked the kettle. “We got some bread for you.” She did not have to meet her mothers eyes to know she was troubled by this.
“Where did you get it?”
Sorrel tried not to pour boiling water all over her shaking hand. “A baker in the market square.”
Mrs. Leaf sighed. “Did you steal it, darling?”
Sorrel forced a laugh. “That’s what the baker said.” She sobered as she filled the cup. Her voice was barely a whisper. “A dragon heard him. He believed him and was going to… take us away.”
There was a small gasp, then a cough. “What did you do?”
Tracing the rim of the chipped cup, Sorrel sat on the floor, facing the bed, not looking up. “I told him a story.” Then she did look up. Her mother was smiling. Sorrel was not sure if it was filled with sadness, disappointment, hope?
“You have a great gift dear. The power of the Starlighter is a mighty one, treasured and coveted. There are legends and songs written about the ones before you. Some day you will be great,  Sorrel, Enna, Leaf. You must promise me you will use your gift wisely and to the good of others.” Mrs. Leafs head lifted slightly off the straw mattress. “Do you promise me this?”
Sorrel reached for her mother’s outstretched hand, entwining the weak fingers in her earth covered ones. “Yes mother. I promise.”
Then they were silent until Kale returned. Sorrel prepared a meager meal for her mother and left Kale with her, making her way to Salis’s main room.
He waited for her, tall and furious. As she entered the massive room his amber eyes locked on her tiny frame, boring into her and daring her to step out of line. She could hardly find the courage to make her eyes meat his. Instead her eyes traveled to another dragon standing by him. Rimidalv. There was no tell-tale on his face to tell why he might be here. Had he changed his mind about letting her go?
She stopped before the dragons, bowing respectively and waiting to be addressed.
“Sorrel Leaf.” The words echoed off the walls, deep and grating. Salis lifted his head and looked down his muzzle, studying her. “Rimidalv has some… interesting demands for you and I. His majesty the king wishes to be of possession of you. What possible use he could have for you I do not know.” Salis shot a look at Rimidalv and his guttural laugh sent shivers down Sorrel’s spine, despite the dragon fire heat of the room.
Rimidalv did not smile. Turning from the other dragon he motioned to Sorrel. “Come. I am a busy stallion and do not have time to trifle with mere humans.”
Sorrel opened her mouth to speak, but seeing Salis watching her with eyes like slits she clamped it shut again and followed Rimidalv out a vaulting archway and into the open air beyond.
She had to run as fast as she could to keep up with him until he finally slowed once Salis was out of sight. Then he turned to her, walking very slowly so that she may keep up with his long strides.
“You must know why I am here.” His voice was less gruff, not exactly kind, but careful.
Sorrel’s heart beat wildly. “I do not think I do, sir.” She stared hard at the dark shadow cast by the creature beside her. “Is it… is it because of what I did earlier.”
“Yes.” But there was no warning of death in his strong voice. “That is why I have come for you. Once I had left you I went to speak with some elders in the kings court.”
Elders? Simply for a criminal sentence? There was no way that -
“We agree that you must be taken to the castle and taken care of.”
She clenched and unclenched sweaty fists. “Oh.”
Rimidalv seemed to smile. “You will be a great Starlighter.”
Sorrel stopped. Her feet refused to move another step. “How did…?” Then her mouth froze too, a perplexed ‘o’. 
The dragon rounded on her, uncharacteristically excited. “Your story was astonishingly vivid. I could see everything as though it were right in front of me. I could feel what you felt. Once you had finished it took me a moment to realize what had happened. Then I realized. You are one of the legendary Starlighters.” This last sentence was whispered reverently. “I did not tell Salis in fear he would wish to keep you to himself. He does not know this, does he?”
Sorrel shook her head. “What will happen to me?”
Rimidalv continued on again, this time at a faster pace. “You will live in King Eilrahc’s fortress, and train.”
Unable to believe it she asked: “What will become of my family?”
“Family? They will come to live with you.”
They came to a large pad built for dragons to land a take flight. “Climb aboard, small one.”
Sorrel’s eyes grew wide. “I could not.” It was a great shame for a dragon and a great honor for a human to ride it’s back. Only the most powerful or esteemed would ride on the back of a mighty dragon.
“Hop on, Starlighter. There are great things in store for you.”
Sorrel smiled. This was how she would be able to use her gift. To help her family. To help others. And this was only the beginning.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Hey You Lot

eeeiiiihhhh!!! Check out the super cool logo thing Samster made for me:


Isn't it so amazingly coolio?

And I also got this done:


I just posted Part 9 - In Which There Is Simply Too Much Family! Go check it out at Bridie's Domain!

Oh and also I got Tumblr:

Da Lovely World of Shenanigans
Da Lovely World of Creativeness

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